I guess I've always expected too much from others...maybe because its exactly what I would do for them...I've tried to be there for others...trusted and believed...loved...no matter what...
How many times have I given others the power to break my heart...and they did...and I've forgiven and still loved them...always will...it's just how I am...I think about them daily...but if they leave...its their loss...for they walked away from the only person who truly believed in them...loved them...a man who truly loves me will never let go no matter how hard the situation is...will come after me if I walk away...won't give up no matter what...would fight for me if the need arises...
I've always been afraid of confrontation...let others have their way to avoid it...let them avoid confrontation because I knew they hated it too...but I realize to avoid is to be less...the real strength is in facing the hardest parts of life...saying and doing instead of turning your back and walking away...that is the cowardly thing to do...
I've been made to feel stupid...unloved...
No more...
I take back all the parts of myself I've had torn into pieces...I will repair them on my own...I take back my pride...my self-confidence..the love I gave to you to destroy...no more will I let another walk all over me...yes, I love you...it's time you showed me that you love me back...earn my trust...my belief in you...I no longer give them freely...
It's your move...
It's a privilege to be with me not your right...respect me and my feelings...tell me every day how you feel...hug me...touch me...love me...or I will walk away and you will forever lose the best thing that has ever happened to you...me...I have forgiven you for so much....so many times...and still loved you...believed in you when no other would have...
I'm taking care of myself now...its my life and I will live it to the fullest...with you or without you...
The final decision is yours...what do you want...decide now before its too late...
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