My Attitude - My Life - My Rules
I love this Facebook site...it has so many quotes...thoughts...sayings that ring true with me...
one of my favorites was re posted today...
There are many times in our lives that we will be faced with being wronged by someone. Sometimes we will love someone more than they are able to love us, sometimes we will care about someone way more than they will ever care about us and sometimes we will be forgotten by someone who we will never be able to forget about.
Yes, enduring this is very difficult, and it may take a while to get past, but getting over a situation as such just requires a person to know who exactly they are on the inside and that a person as special as you are is destined for greatness, and destined to meet someone who will never be able to forget you, and who will love you unconditionally with everything inside of them. Sometimes in our lives we have to endure the worst of times to be able to appreciate the best of times.
I read this and understand...so much of it is true for me...but what if you know that the other person hasn't forgotten either? What if you know they still are curious about you...about how you are...what is going on in your life? How do you get over it then?
SO if we both can't forget the other...what now? Do we just go on with our separate lives...never knowing what could have been...or do we wait until that "someday" when we both are free to try again...
I don't have any answers...only questions...maybe I am all wrong and the reasons for curiosity are not what I believe to be true...if so..I wish..I wish I would be told the truth so I could move on...not hope any more...but as long as I see the curiosity I will have belief in a someday...
To me it is worse that I am remembered by someone I can not forget...but they choose to do nothing about it...so where do we go from here? Where do I go from here?
Is your fear that strong...your pride?
I know I feed your ego...nurture you in ways like no other can...just knowing what you know...about me and how I feel must be such a boost for you...it feeds a hunger...a need inside you...so do I continue to feed you...give you more...even when it is killing me that I get nothing in return but the knowledge of your hunger...
Or do I try to forget? give up and go on with my life the best I can....find another Quest...
another frogly prince? Again questions with no answers...but know this...if you lose me forever someday...it will be your fault...you will have no one else to blame but yourself...your pride...whatever it is that keeps us apart...because whatever the reason it sure isn't my fault...



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