Nice Girls

The woman knew she would never make the History books...not that she considered herself too nice...she just wasn't anything that special...never did much outstanding and memorable either...maybe one day, but she wasn't going to hold her breath...she had dreams...wanted so much out of life...but she was also a little shy...and afraid...too afraid to ever be really bad...of course she had done a few bad things in her life...things she regretted...but in the end it had made her what she was today and the woman kind of liked who she was...

But strange things were happening around her...things she couldn't explain...like when she took some pics today and one pic...only one..had several orbs in it...now the light was the same in the other pics...the lens wasn't dirty...but only one pic had the mysterious orbs...very strange indeed...
She had been told that evil forces were near...that they had crossed over the veil and were fighting on this side now...in the daytime...things were getting worse and who knew how it would end?
The woman wondered if she was being told the truth...or if it was another head game...how could she discover the truth...did she play along or not...it wouldn't be so hard to believe if she hadn't been put through so many games already...games she didn't like...and the woman suspected games were still being played...but just hidden better...no answers for now...so she might as well put it all in the back of her mind...and hope she stays safe...
The woman decides to think other thoughts...safer thoughts...today was heart day...crazy heart day...life was crazy today for those around her...full of cards and candy...she even got some...but not from anyone special...sent out a few to loved ones...friends...but again...not to a special love...the woman was tempted to email...but hasn't found the courage...or maybe foolishness to...the Lion knows how she feels without another stupid email...she has told him so many times before....it hasn't made any difference...he lurks in her world...but isn't a part of it...by his choice...maybe that is a good thing though...because now she wouldn't want him to be in any danger...it is enough that the woman might have to face evil...she will always prefer herself in danger to anyone she loves...
This world is getting stranger by the minute...the woman just wants to cry tonight...its supposed to be a happy day...not this strange world materializing before her...she has always wanted the magic...to know other worlds and beings were real...but to actually face it? it is scary...the woman wonders if she is going crazy...will it drive her crazy?

I'm not sure I am ready for this...I asked for it for so long...If it comes and is bad...will I have the strength to fight and win...or will I lose and then what?
All I know is "Bring it On"...lets get the party started...evil will not win this fight...love conquers all...the still small voice inside the woman speaks...
At least I hope so...