Out of Sorts

Ever have one of those days...when nothing seemed right...You were Out of Sorts....

Today was that for me...something just didn't feel right all day...couldn't put my finger on anything in particular...just out of whack for some reason...I didn't accomplish much of anything today...was restless...wanted to be somewhere else...doing something different...but what? I don't have a clue...
Was it intuition that something elsewhere wasn't right? or was it inside me...something I knew but didn't want to face...
I tried to find things to do...artwork...housework...but couldn't get started...hopefully tomorrow will be better and I can get a few things done around here...but tonight I am still wondering what is wrong...feeling kind of empty inside...my brain doesn't want to even try to think this out...it wants to shut down and forget life for awhile...maybe that is exactly what I need to do...maybe I am overwhelmed with life...trying to keep up with work...find new crafts and art to do...keep up with the house and try to pay the bills...keep all around me happy and well...I am worn out...don't want to think or do anything...
Just want to be pampered...spoiled...loved...taken care of...I want to relax and enjoy life...not have a care in the world...not have to work hard for what I have...
Love and life should be easier...why is it so hard for me....I really want to emerge out of this funk I am in...

Emerge into a new world where life is easy...I am carefree and Happy...no worries....just a simple life...nothing fancy...and a love that is true...trusting...no doubts...only real belief....the real knowledge that it will last and only get better with time...
Seems like I am asking for the world...for Fairy tales to come true...maybe I am...is there something I am missing...can't life and love be easy...
Tired of thinking about it...tired of trying to figure out what is wrong...just tired of life...maybe tomorrow will come and be better...no answers...not easier...but maybe a little better...