Simply Shari

Simply Shari
Me...Myself and I

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Crazy

The princess has finally reached the end of her rope...the cold winter...the snow and wind...the betrayals from those she loves...the loss of love and faith...no belief in anything or anyone has finally taken its toll on the princess...with no way to go...but up...she puts on a smile for the world to see...like a snowman with a perpetual grin...to the outside world she is calm...collected...at peace with the world and content with her life...
I'm fine she tells all around her...let's drink and be merry...let's have a party...life is great...I'm great...who needs love...who ever really truly believes in another...trusts...its all one big fake party...that's life so let's...
and she dances and parties...smiles and laughs...no one is ever going to get under her skin again...no more will she try to find what she has lost...no more will she believe in the prince or his love...she will become as devious as the Wizard...as Wicked as the Queen...watch out world for I am no longer the sweet trusting princess...life has driven me over the edge...I've gone completely and totally...stark raving mad...laUghS thE pRInceSs...
and there in the dark...white...cold winter snow...the princess is alone...no one hears her raging laughter...sees her whirling dance...she twirls and spins...singing to no one...I will not let pain rule me...I will not let love in again...it hurts too much...and no matter how hard I try...my words of love fall on deaf ears...I am a fool...for loving so strong...so deep...so a fool I be...
It matters not anyway...an evil Doctor...has been ruling my life for far too long...somehow I must escape his clutches...he seems so sweet...so innocent...but in truth...vile and poison is he...if I don't find a way to stop him...I fear for my life...the harder I try...the crazier it makes me...
Tomorrow I will paste on a smile for the world to see...
But tonight I lay down in the snow....and give up...crazy I am...crazy I be...crazy for a man...a prince...who wants nothing to do with me...my tears and pleas fall on deaf ears...my love means nothing...I mean nothing...

1 comment:

  1. My ears r always open for you!! And my love for u always true and strong!! Beautiful!! You can paste the smile but I know it'd there in u for real! Cuz u r so strong and I look up to u! Thank u for being an amazing friend! Dr food has my fat butt! We will be better tomorrow cuz thankfully there is tomorrow! Love u goodnight

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