Fear

Things are not as they seem princess....I am with you always...I will not make you live a life you can not handle...be patient and wait...change will come...you are afraid because you don't understand all that is happening....it is time for you to slow down...go inside yourself and rest...watch the Wizard...watch how he lives his life...what he says...what he does...you will learn much...be quiet and watch all around you...listen and be aware...
But guardian angel, I am so tired of all this...I just want to be happy...why does life and love have to be so hard...
You are trying too hard my dear...just let life happen...be happy without having a reason to...find joy in the simple things...

Laugh...sing...dance...just be...
It sounds so easy...but it is so hard...I don't know how to let things go and just observe life...enjoy for no reason except I'm alive...the princess sits and thinks...Hmm..mmmm....if my life is a Fairy Tale...then I am the writer of my own tale...I can make it happen the way I want to...your right, guardian angel...I need to sit back and think...make plans...decide how I want to live my life...how my story is going to end...the Wizard is not going to rule me...not if I don't let him...I will watch and see...learn...just how he works...my answers may be there...you said he was a teacher and I had lessons to learn from him...so for better or worse...for now, I am the student...
Yes, my dear...and now is the perfect time...winter is here...the perfect time to reflect...wait for spring and new life...wait for love...again patience princess...find Peace inside yourself...then it will reflect to the outside world you live in...

Peace...such a nice word the princess thinks...if only I can find peace...lasting peace...and the princess sighs and closes her eyes...inside is peace...inside is all I want...all I love...here inside of me...I can live here...and let the outside world go on without me...dream my dreams...my prince is there...its where I want to be...and the princess slowly succumbs...finally finds peace...