The princess goes deep....deep inside herself...there is her real self...the one she hides...the one that no one really knows...all her life she has kept a part of herself hidden from others...so scared that if someone were to know those hidden parts they would have power over her...power of life and death...it is here that her truth lies...her inner story...the princess reflects and remembers...all that has gone on before...her childhood...she was so shy...she grew up and went with the first man who would have her...she hoped for love...wished for a long and happy life...and it was happy for awhile...lasted for several years before it fell apart and she was alone again...but free....her heart felt so free for awhile...
She liked the freedom...
Free do do as she pleased...when she pleased...and when she least expected it...wasn't looking...love entered her life...a knight in shining red armour...a prince...when she first laid eyes on him she knew...knew he was the one...the one she had been looking for her whole life...she was swept away in a Fairytale romance...the princess had never been happier...she loved her prince...wanted to be with him forever and she showed him all of her...even her hidden parts that lay deep inside...no one before him had ever seen this part of her before...but she trusted him...believed in him like no other...and felt she was safe with him...so she gave all of herself to his loving care...but it all came to an end...much too soon....it almost ended her life...the hurt was too much to bear...it still was in this place deep inside of her...the princess cradled herself...crying in pain and misery...the memories of her time with the prince so hard to bear...so sweet...yet so short...she still didn't understand why...why did he have to leave her...was the Wicked Queen really to blame...or did she do something wrong...whatever the reason...it had changed her forever...never again could she trust...if her prince could desert her...how could she ever trust another not to do the same...or worse...This lack of trust showed in her current relationship with the Wizard...sure she had reason not to trust him...he was a scoundrel and took advantage of her unstable life...he tells her he has changed...but has he or is it all a ruse to keep her unaware of his real dealings...he is so clever at hiding...telling her what she wants to hear...she doesn't know what is truth...what is lies...
her life...is a tangled mess...her heart is being strangled...by a seed of distrust...how can she ever trust in another...ever believe again...only one person holds the power to make her life whole again...to make her trust and believe in another again...will she spend the rest of her life waiting...never emerging from this darkness...or will a knight again take his sword and and cut away the vines of distrust and win her heart back...would he ever dare such a brave and dangerous journey back to her arms...or will he forever be lost in a world bereft of real love...a world without her and the love she could give him like no other ever could...

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