Same with my last ex...he lost the best thing that ever happened to him and he doesn't have the guts to admit it and try to win me back...he had so many opportunities...I gave him so many chances and made a fool out of myself...lost myself for so long thinking I wasn't whole without him...I was his Once in A Lifetime Love...he will never find better than me...no one will ever love him like me...ever treat him and care for him...understand him and his past...his hurts and his health like me...maybe he can't even see that...he is a fool...all he had to do was email...phone or anything to make the move and show me he still cared...but too stubborn...to full of male pride and what has it gotten him? A life destined to be alone without love...no other relationship will last because it won't be what he wants...it won't be what he needs...it won't be with his Once in a Lifetime Love...me...the best you ever had...just reread my past posts or emails I've sent...it's all there for you to see what you have lost...
And my current man...he knows he will never find better than I...I spoil him...take care of him...understand his moods...his quirky personality that no one else has ever been able to put up with for long...and I have given him chance after chance...most other women would have kicked him out long ago...too many times has he messed up...and for what? a cheap thrill here and there...some momentary entertainment when he was bored and alone...why in the world take so many chances on ruining the best thing that you have ever had...another fool...and I guess I am as big a fool to continue to give him another chance...but he has used the last one...if he messes up this time its down the road...and he will have lost his Once in a Lifetime Love...me...
There are a couple of others I gave the chance to have the best there is and they failed to realize what they had and lost out...
I gave all these men...
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