Hope

Hope...even a little can be enough...today I have Hope...for the future...for love...I'm not sure why...but I do even though so much points to the path of disappointment...I've been on that path so much in the last few years...tried to get off of it and onto a new and better path...and just when I think I have left the pain and sadness behind...something happens to remind me...and it all comes back just like it happened yesterday...
You would think after all that has happened in my life I would be completely out of Hope...out of faith...belief...but it stays...hidden in my heart...I know love is real...know it happened and it wasn't one sided...know that sometimes one sacrifices their own happiness for the happiness of another...thinking it is the only way to solve a situation...I know this is true in my heart...it is the only possible answer...love that deep...that true...will never truly die...so that is why I still have hope...faith...belief...and love....
Someday it will come back into my life...and I will be waiting with open arms...
Miracles do happen...and hope is just one of the things that can make them come true...

I have hope...that someday you will read these posts...this blog...and know in your heart that I am writing all this to you...you are the only one that would read most of this and truly understand what the words say...and you will know how very much I still love and believe in you...and maybe...just maybe you will realize you still love me....
and that my love...is Hope...and everlasting....love...