A Bad Goodbye

Yes, it was a Bad Goodbye...
I've been listening to songs today...bringing up old memories...

Not sure why I did...shouldn't have because it put me in a very sad state of mind...first I listened to an old CD I had been given...by an old love...it brought back many...many memories of our time together...some wonderful, happy times...and a few sad ones...and then of the bad goodbye...
found this video of the song of the same title...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLA8sUvCLeU&feature=related

The thing is...it was a bad goodbye...even though you said you couldn't let it be one...it was......very bad...it hurt...still does...wonder still...why...what happened..think I deserve that much...but then again...can't let go...
A couple of more songs I came across...like Crazy by Patsy Cline..and The Dance...Garth Brooks...

I couldn't find good videos of them...but the words rang true...and like the song...I wouldn't have missed the pain...if I couldn't have had the dance...what we had was so special...I'd go through all that pain again...for just One More Day with you...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UWx-shGM0g

My last wish on this earth will always be...one more day...one more time...with you...to just talk...see you...see you are okay and happy...that's all I want...
I've went on without you...tried to make a life...had some happy times...some sad...but in the end...it still comes back to you...I didn't think I could ever make it without you...live without you...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90e8ryPDKWo

but I have...trying every day to make it on my own...find happiness without you...find another love...but...they don't make any others like you...you were a one and only...and the worst hurt I ever experienced...
I still dream of you...still hope and wish...still believe in someday...
But Fairytales are just that..Fairytales...princes don't rescue princesses...and you don't read these posts...will never write or get in touch with me...for you I am a dim memory...if even that..
but it satisifies a need in me...so I write here...my thoughts...my feelings...my love...
Goodnight sweet prince...hope life is all you ever wanted...