The Cure

It really isn't a cure...just a realization that there is no such thing as prince charming...no knight in shining armor to rescue the princess....only men with their own agendas...ones I don't understand...

All I've ever really wanted was to love and be loved...no matter what...guess that is too much to ask...for better or worse...till death do us part...marriage vows, yes...but also words that should be taken to heart in any serious relationship....if you really love someone and want to be with them you should be willing to go the extra mile for them...if they have health issues...lose a job...gain weight...so many variables...it shouldn't matter and the relationship should stay strong...sometimes even grow stronger...but too often one partner or the other, even though they claim to be in love and claim the relationship is permanent...put restrictions on...I'll love you unless...I Love you, but...I know...I've been there...not given choices...chances...and all I have left are...

Some pieces of my heart are gone...given freely to others because I love...and I will continue to give away pieces of my heart...give my love freely...and hope someday...somewhere...someone will give back...unconditionally...totally...for all time...