Finding Peace

It's so hard sometimes to let go and just let life be...I try to control life too much...try to control what happens and control those around me...maybe because I felt out of control of my life for awhile...

I've got to learn to step back...chill out...and let others live life the best they know how...

I have to believe in myself more...and in others too...

I believed in someone once very much...I still do...I guess once I believe in someone and love them it's hard to change...give up on them? not about to...not my nature...they may give up on me...stop loving or trying to work it out...not give me another chance when I deserve that very thing...but I will try and try again...that is one thing about me...except for a couple of times...I've never given up...I pick myself up and try again...sometime I'm going to get it right...get life right and find that peace within...and let others have theirs...Patience is the answer...got to find more of it...

I've always had patience at work, but find it hard in my personal life...Like this week...I was sick...It turned cold and nasty out....internet was down...TV too...and trouble with phone service...made for some trying times and no patience...tried to hold on when I should be letting go...I can't make others stay...change their minds...love me if they don't...I find it hard to let go...cling beyond belief and it just makes things worse...so my lesson for today?
Let go...just breathe...find the patience and love within and let there be peace in my life...
Believe in Love and the love of others and just let them be who and what they are...with or without me...