Urgent!

Sam! I can't wait any longer...need to chat again....
I'm right here...what's going on?
Just don't like feeling like this...in Limbo....Don't know which way to turn...what path to try...so lost...
There is a Saying...All who wander are not lost...maybe you just need to let yourself wander through life for awhile and see what develops...you never know who or what might surprise you...
I'm trying to be patient, Sam...but I feel like I am being used...just too much of a softie to make a stand...put my foot down and say...Enough is enough... what if I'm wrong? I never want to hurt anyone...I know what it feels like...I want this to work...I do care, maybe too much...but I don't think I can take getting hurt again...still haven't healed from that..

I know, Hun....it takes time to heal and you haven't really given yourself time...not for any of the hurt you've been dealt...life just happened way too fast for you the last few years....
You can say that again, Sam...I've been thrown and tossed....my emotions on a roller coaster...not sure which way I'm facing anymore...all I ever wanted was to love and be loved...I had that...it's not fair...why? What happened? WHY wasn't I allowed to have a say? Oh, Sam...I am never going to get over this...

You may not...some people never do when they have been hurt too deeply...
Then what am I going to do Sam?
Try to live life the best you can...love with what you have...as for your situation now? Guard yourself...be careful and wait and see...if he truly cares he will come through for you...
Who Sam?
Time will tell...