I'm Fine

That's what I tell everyone...I'm Fine...over Bruce...it's in the past and I've moved on...what a lie...
I've kept this blog open because I loved the title...
Once In A Lifetime...
I had a Once in a Lifetime Love with you Bruce...I never knew love could be the way it was with you...I've tried so hard for both of us to move on and forget you...but it hasn't worked yet..I left the first two posts here...for you...in case you ever read these posts...a present to you...a reminder of our love and the fun and excitement we had together...it's funny when I started writing this post..guess what song was on the radio? the one about getting me home and my black dress hitting the floor...remember that one? I loved that song and you loved that I loved it...loved that I loved sex and enjoyed the playing and showing off for you...loved dressing up in heels and stockings...all for you...it was different for us...different than what we had had with anyone else...better...full of love...care...all the good things that make a couple good together....
So where do I go from here? where do we go? Do I start at the very beginning....life before you? or do I start in the middle...maybe the end and work backwords...so many choices...but no matter where I start..the ending will be the same...me here...without you...
Or will it?
Our story will probably bounce around as I remember things that happened...certain dates or a song will stir a memory and that's what I'll write about...and maybe somewhere along the way, you'll read and remember too...memories flood in...maybe it will open up your heart and let me back in...because I will be forever...