Love is a funny thing...you can't predict when it will happen...you can't force it if it isn't there...and you can't just stop loving someone because you decide it is the best thing to do...feelings just don't disappear overnight...sometimes not for years...and I've been told that once you really love someone...you always will....I think that is true...you may go on in your life...find love again...but you will always love those you have loved before...
Believing in another though is a different story...once trust is broken it is very hard to get back and if you can't trust, how can you believe? I believed in another when all said I was crazy...refused to let my belief falter for a long time...gave so many opportunities for them to prove me right...but it didn't happen...so I have finally decided it is time to let go...move on...stop believing...I can't stop loving, but I can stop believing...finally realize that "us" will never be...you are not who I thought you were...not the man I believed in and loved so deeply...not a prince...nor a Lion will be mine....I find myself on a long journey...away...it will take time...but go I must or spend the rest of my life like I've spent the last few years...I can't do that...won't survive that way any longer....no longer will...
I should have stopped long ago...
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