A Sheep in Wolf's Clothing

Wolf...it's time I told you the truth and let you go for good...you will never be the Wolf I knew and loved so long ago...I have to face that truth and let the past go...
The Wolf I knew and loved would have never let me go...would have fought for me and not let anything keep us apart...I don't know what happened to you...you turned so quickly from Wolf to someone I didn't know anymore...maybe it was all pretend and you never were the man I thought you were...never loved me...at least not the way I loved you...I would have done anything for you...followed you anywhere...
Wolf was never afraid of anyone or anything, yet you were too afraid to face me...to talk to me...tell me the truth...a coward you became when it concerned me...something I never would have thought of you...
You replaced me so soon...and like you had told me, said it was permanent...but it didn't last either...now you've married another...I truly hope you and her are Happy...but I wonder...how can you live with yourself for the way you treated me? I know it eats at you even more than it does me...It wasn't in you to be that cruel...yet you were...why?

I needed you...needed so much from you that I didn't get....no 

one was ever treated as badly as you were and you would

never do that to another....yet you refused to talk to me...refused to let us try and work it out...no

reasons...no second chances...turned my world upside down 

and left me to break into a million pieces...it was a form of abuse...make your excuses...believe your own lies...but in reality...what you did to me...what happened...was abuse..plain and simple...

I'll never heal completely...and it's your fault...The blame lays on your 

shoulders and you must live with it...you could have done so 

much....done it all so differently and not hurt me so badly...but

it was your choice...I suffered at your hands...but it doesn't 

matter, does it? You could care less that you destroyed 

me...go on with your life, taking each day and living it 

the way you want...with no thought as to how much you've hurt me...

But I forgive you Wolf...I let you go and go on without 

you...find what peace and happiness I can without you...we 

are back to your world now...get off and go live your life...be 

happy...

Red turned and left as the ship landed...Sam came in and 

untied Wolf...opened the door and escorted Wolf out..not 

saying a word to Wolf...Sam re-entered the ship and closed

the door...

Wolf stood and watched as the ship left...watched it disappear in the night sky...

On the Ship...Sam had set the controls for a new place...far away and then went to find Red...he found her but silently turned and left her alone as he knew that look of determination he saw on her face...once Red had made her mind up nothing would change it...Sam wondered just what Red had on her mind...Wolf had made his choice and left Red...Sam would love to throw a huge bucket of Karma Wolf's way...but it wasn't for him to do...Wolf had his own Demons to face...sleepless nights...Wolf had to look at his reflection in the mirror and live with what he had done to Red...guess Karma would ride his shoulders for a long time without Sam's help...

Red wasn't broken...no more would she try...no more would she believe in Wolf... she had finally let the past go and found some peace...a future without the love she thought she had found but in reality had never existed...not on Wolf's part at least...he wasn't a real man...wasn't really Wolf ..no...just a sheep...a cowardly sheep in Wolf's clothing...someone who took the easy way in life...the easy love...couldn't...wouldn't ever fight...take chances...Wolf would never have the courage to face her again...Never have the courage contact Red and tell her the truth...I don't think Wolf himself even knows the truth...won't face the truth about himself...a coward for forsaking the the one woman who loved him completely...forever...
But I am not done with life thought Red...my life has just begun...I'm off to new adventures...leaving the cowardly sheep behind...I was a fool for so long to believe in and love someone who wasn't worth my time...never more will I waste my time...my life...my love...I'm done with jackasses in my life...I've learned to stand on my own and tell them just where they can stick all their lies...unkept promises...oh how easily those lies of forever love rolled off his lips...well...he has someone else to tell those lies to now...Red laughed...she felt free...alive...healed and so powerful in her own skin...
Come on world...here I come!