No Waiting

Well, Sam I'm not going to waste anymore of my life waiting around for Wolf...time to make my life mine...take some new roads and explore different experiences...he can't be what I want anyway, so I leave it all be and start creating this new life...
Good for you, Red...where do you want to begin? the sky is the limit...
Going to grow some wings and fly, Sam

Really, Red?
Just a figure of speech, silly...I mean I want to reach for the stars..have high/big ambitions...so many things I want to see and do...I realized today how much I let others dictate my feelings...I am much to sensitive and take things harder than I should...life is full of mistakes...wrong turns and if you make one you pick yourself up and start all over again...
Wolf made a huge mistake and can't see far enough ahead to figure out how to fix things....so he will live the rest of his life knowing he didn't have the guts to make things right...but I can't let his weakness ruin my life...
Great attitude Red..I hope you keep up with this new side...
I'm not the problem, Sam....it's all those other fools that let me go...like Wolf...they don't have a clue how much they lost when they left me behind...
Yes, they do, Red...yes, even Wolf...he knows or he wouldn't still be looking backward instead of forward...

He can look backwards all he wants, but until he actually makes a step forward he is stuck in the past...my past...we both know he will be stuck there for the rest of his life...wanting me but not having the guts to make it happen...so off I go...growing me some wings...