Love and more

There was a funeral today for the husband of a woman I work with...so sad to lose a loved one...I feel for the family....and it gets me to thinking of life and just how short it is....too short to go through it without grabbing all you can....having what you really want in life....the love you want...
So, what is it I want? last night I said I wanted it all, and in some ways that is true....who doesn't want more than they have? want all life has to offer...
But some things are more important than others...sure money is nice and it pays the bills and puts food on the table...but I'd rather be poor and be loved....than rich and alone....
I miss being touched....held in that someone specials arms...feeling safe...and warm...loved....that is heaven to me...drowning in his eyes...looking into his soul and he into yours...I miss the cuddling...taking naps or sleeping at night and touching....someone who can touch me and...

these are just a few of the things I miss having in a relationship...but if you can't have it all...is it okay to take what you can have? Better than being alone? Not every love can be perfect...can have all the little and big things you want...so is it settling to take what you find and enjoy and try to be happy...
Maybe in time it will be the very thing I am looking for and want....maybe it was meant to be and the other wasn't but a dream....so life...

And maybe...just maybe if I believe and Dream enough....

the Impossible will happen and I will have it all...in love that is....and I will have...

Time will tell...and I hope families that have been hurt by loss heal...and find love again...never forget the old love, but find the strength to try and love again...
because to me love is the most important thing in this ride called life...and to memories and love lost...

A tribute to lost love...the belief that is it worth trying to find again...am I worth it?